( it's not that she truly cared to be saved by him by any means—
after all, how could she trust him fully when he had been a part of such a destructive force to her life and her father? it was hard to shake off that pain and unease that came with being reminded of what the order did to her. yet there's a small part of her that knows he cares, even if it's for some calculating reason he's worked up in his head. maybe just maybe he cared for her just a bit more than that, beyond the reality of who and what she was.
would she ever know the answer? probably not. )
if someone killed me, I might go after them in turn.
otherwise I think I could. not that I want to die again.
( to her, the thought of sinking back into that old negativity wasn't a possibility- she had already sworn to be a better version of herself each and every day after all. but really who knew, when push came to shove. )
oh so now you're all buddy buddy with maria huh? I think you're just trying to get to me.
anyways thanks again for saving her. I guess I owe you.
( not that she's jealous whatsoever, she doubts they're that close anyways.
but it does speak volumes how she's willing to do him a solid- of course if it's just asking her to keep her secrets to herself well....that didn't count. )
I'd rather you didn't. I have something I want to request, but I don't think even this is enough to convince you to agree with my line of thinking. So, let's put a pin in the idea that you owe me one for now, okay?
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Do you think you're capable of handling dying here?
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after all, how could she trust him fully when he had been a part of such a destructive force to her life and her father? it was hard to shake off that pain and unease that came with being reminded of what the order did to her. yet there's a small part of her that knows he cares, even if it's for some calculating reason he's worked up in his head. maybe just maybe he cared for her just a bit more than that, beyond the reality of who and what she was.
would she ever know the answer? probably not. )
if someone killed me, I might go after them in turn.
otherwise I think I could. not that I want to die again.
( to her, the thought of sinking back into that old negativity wasn't a possibility- she had already sworn to be a better version of herself each and every day after all. but really who knew, when push came to shove. )
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Maria is included in that "anyone."
So, let's just do our best to avoid that sort of scenario.
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I guess you aren't that bad of a person if you were willing to die again, for maria of all people.
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What can I say? She's my best friend.
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since when do you have best friends?
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And I suppose ... since now?
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anyways thanks again for saving her. I guess I owe you.
( not that she's jealous whatsoever, she doubts they're that close anyways.
but it does speak volumes how she's willing to do him a solid- of course if it's just asking her to keep her secrets to herself well....that didn't count. )
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I'd rather you didn't. I have something I want to request, but I don't think even this is enough to convince you to agree with my line of thinking. So, let's put a pin in the idea that you owe me one for now, okay?
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I'll make sure to get you a matching 'bestie' necklace for you two in the meantime then.
( she'll set aside the idea of repaying him for now, but now they have a new inside joke-
she will truly never let him live down the whole best-friend thing. )
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There are worse people to die for than you two.
[ Can he count that as two compliments to two people? He's gonna try. ]
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it didn't physically hurt you to write that did it?
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try not to die again vincent, okay?
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